The Man I Love
When Worlds Mean Nothing
Okay..so its this guy that really like really love and he's going through so much..and I feel so sorry for him. He is like the nicest guy ever. In everything is bad happening to him its like he's losing everthing and everyone he ever loved. I love him so fuckin much and he doesn't deserve anything that is going on in his life right now. It's killing me inside to know that all these are happening to the man I love. Whats hurting me most is that I can't do alot to help him because we live so far away from each other. In if he tries to do something about it....things only get worse. Its breaking my heart to hear all of these things that is going on. He tries so hard to get through life and he's been nothing but nice to anyone and everyone. Every night I cry myself to sleep praying and hopeing that is things will get so much better for him. He always tell me to not worry and that he'll be ok but deep inside....this is killing him. I never loved anyone like the way I love him. I know I hope things will get better for him he doesn't deserve anything that is happening to him. He is the person in the world that understands me. We love eachother so much..even though we are worlds away and even though there is a age diffrence. I woudn't wish all of the things that is happening to him on anyone not even the person I hate the most.